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Notes (I guess)
Well... Wonder what to put in here...

Could be my diary... meh, maybe that would be too gay...

Well you know, that all depends on who you are. Just because people think that a man being emotional, hints to him being gay. Which in my case, I'm not. And does being over emotional make one a sissy? Again it all depends on who you are and what sort of point-of-view you have on life. And society for that matter. Society is the cause of so many problems these days, in my era at least. Something I strive to break away from. Blah blah yadda yadda... If you don't care or have the patience to read this then you would not have gotten to this point... So I shall continue.

Here is a poem. A poem that tells my past. I thought it would also fit, seeing as how its about a Warrior.

A Warriors' Poem ~

Am I…?

Am I the bullet that kills a man?

Am I the gun that I slay with?

What is my purpose?

What is my cause?

Do i…?

Do I live only to destroy?

Do I live only for the embrace of death?

What do they want from me?

What must I do?

How…?

How can I be so in-human?

How can I be so blind?

What have I done?

What will I become?

Where…?

Where do I originate?

Where do I find the beast inside of me?

The beast that slowly eats at my soul, tearing it to oblivion, growing with each life I take, knowing not the sorrow it causes, knowing not the death it brings… for I am a warrior… the beast with in me is free… I have no control… my power is to much, kill me now… or you will be killed… end this existence of death; the tidings I bring are never good. I write with the blood of enemies, enemies killed because of my existence.

Creatures like me

Would

Have

Been

Better

If

Never borne at all.

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