User:Neithan Diniem/MGH

Guild Wars History		Blog
Greetings I am an experienced PvE Guild Wars player, Having been playing Guild Wars for almost three years. I had my first Guild Wars game title given to me on my 17th Birthday. After that day I have been fully addicted to Guild Wars. Not long after that I purchased the next game title, Factions, and quickly moved into its storyline with my Warrior, who was my only permanent character at that time. I enjoyed it so much I made more characters to expand my gaming experience. Time passed, and soon the third campaign came out, I purchased it without hesitation. I fell in love with Nightfall. Out of all three of the campaigns, it is my favorite by far. I founded my own Guild when I was still new to the game, but I never invited members. A while later I disbanded it to join another guild, and moved from there to others. I never got used to being in a large guild, and only felt comfortable as a lone player. After some of my Real Life friends started playing Guild Wars, I reinstated my Guild and we all joined. Now I have all three campaigns, Eye of the North, and the Bonus Mission Pack activated on my Account, and I am trying to push all ten of my PvE characters through all of them. Its a large task, to say the least, considering I don't have much time per day to play, and with my computer's unaccountable crash errors. But now with the new Z-quests, these tasks are becoming easier to reach towards. As of late, though, I have been branching out and doing other things. You can find me now on several other games as well as Guild Wars. If you just tell me who you are and where you know me from, Ill be more then happy to talk or play a game with you any time. Scroll down.	Hey, welcome to my userpage! If you see anything you like here, you are more than welcome to use it for your own userpage, just ask me in my talk page if you need any help with it.	Archive January 24, 2011 Well another 6 months have passed. So little has changed... where to begin? 21 now, what a thrill... </sarcasm> I am in my 4th semester of college now. I'm still going to have to remain here for a 5th session due to a miscommunication, but its not too bad. I've pretty much forgotten most that I learned with Photoshop during my second semester, but I have learned a far better skill: 3D Modeling and Animation. I passed my Modeling class with flying colors despite my final project being basically a failure (technical error killed it irreversibly), and have moved on into the Animation class. Once all this is over I'll be moving to Tempe, AZ and will attend UAT college to get my Bachelor's in Art, specializing in 3D Modeling and Animation. Out of all the things in my life I have tried, this seems to be the one and only thing I can do in abandon, the only thing I feel like I can and should do for the rest of my foreseeable future. My job situation changed with a hello to a new employer and a farewell to the old one, though after today it's future is in jeopardy. Time will tell, though. I have one month to fix things at work, otherwise I'm out on the street again. I cant loose this job, if I do I'm finished. I need an income source, though I have been relatively slack in saving money, I cant get by without it. My parents can no longer support me as well as themselves, not in this economy. I can only hope that with my move to Arizona, I'll relieve that strain I have placed on them. They've done so much, its the least I can do. It seems that all my problems are falling down to a single problem. While at work I do my job very well with little complaint, but Im constantly forgetting to get my schedule, resulting in my current probation. Art-wise I just have no drive really to make any. I KNOW I can do things, make fairly good art, but I cant seem to do anything to make myself get better. Same goes for my story I have in the works. I revise and revise, lengthening and deepening the story, but it is still pale in comparison to what I want it to be. Still single, unhappily, and I cant seem to even go out socially to meet anyone, let alone find a relationship. Time, and I guess fear... holds me back. Its just all so frustrating. Can't seem to get ahead, better myself, and I instead just keep sliding down the ladder towards the void. I feel detached... or as close to that as I can describe it... from my life, like I'm in the wrong place. A piece that's in the wrong puzzle. Lives spin round me, all striving ahead, but I'm standing in the rush, lost, and I don't understand why. I live with my head in the clouds, my fatal flaw, dreaming of a life where I can be that perfect idea of "self." I can be anything I want and do anything I desire there, and yet its always over the moment life wakes me with a kick to the teeth. I don't know why I live this way, but nothing I've done so far to change myself has worked, and I've run out of ideas. So I'm stuck here. My little vortex both isolating the world from me and me from the world. </endtextwallrant>